Title song: Russian Roulette
Artist : Rihanna
take a breath,take a deal
calm yourself,he says to me
if you play,you play for keep
take the gun and count to three
you're sweating now
moving slow,no time to think
my turn to go
and you can see my heart beating
you can see it through my chest
i'm terrified,but i'm not leaving
i know that i must pass this test
so just pull the trigger
say a prayer to yourself
he says close your eyes
sometimes it helps
then i get a scary thought
that he's here,means he's never lost
so just pull a trigger
as my life flashes before my eyes
i wondering if i will ever see another sunrise
so many people won't get chance to say goodbye
but it's too late to think of the value of my life..!!
selamat tinggal semua..x lama lg sy akan pergi utk latihan ketenteraan (military training)..sememangnya agak lama tempoh berada dlm kem tentera tue..dijangkakan pada 2015 nnti barulah sy akn bebas..umpama burung merpati yg bebas dari sangkarnya..hahaha..berat hati nk tnggalkn family & orang2 yg pernah mnyokong cita2 sy nie..bila tgk mak sy menangis terharu,lg la sy bertambah pilu..huhu..sy akn mnjalani latihan tunas wira (latihan yg ckup teruk & kaw2 pnyer kena lanyak ngn senior2..adeishh)..xperla..wlaupn sy ni perempuan,sy akn buktikn kt semua org terutamanya family n mak sy yg sy mmpu tempuhi latihan ketenteraan tersebut..sy pn da janji ngn mak yg sy xkn sesekali tarik diri wlaupn sy tahu yg sy akn teruk kna lanyak n seksa ngn senior2 yg...*no comment*..demi cita2 & amant terakhir arwah ayh sy,sy snggup dan akn pastikn spnjng latihan tersebut dijalankn,sy akn mnjadi seorg yg berhati kering..hehe..mama,kakak jnji ngn mama yg kakak akn pstikn bler mama jmpe kakak lg beberapa bln kemudian,mama akn nmpk kakak pkai uniform tentera..kakak jnji,mama!!..insyaallah..kpd sesiapa yg mmbaca blog sy nie,diharap dpt memaafkn sgala kesilapan sy skiranya sy ade berbuat salah ngn korang..doakn sy selamat n steady kt sane ok..hurm enth bler la dpt tulis blog nie lg..hrp aderla mase nk update blog nie pasni..insyaallah..huhu..urm ok,now it's time for me to go..sblum sy akhiri kata2 sy nie,sy menyusun spuluh jari sy memohn restu & kemaafan kpd sesiapa yg mngenali sy..doakn sy sukses dan berjaya ok..thanks everyone..nnti pepehal sy akn citer kn plak pngalaman sy nnti swaktu latihan ketenteraan yg erghhhh*no comment* ..ok,bye !!..
